In an hour, I'm taking LM to daycare for the first time. It's silly for me to be such a mess...I'll be less than ten minutes away working on my classroom. I can leave and come get him at any point. He loves everyone and will have a blast with her.
But. But. But. But.
He's my baby and today starts the possibility that someone else will see his "firsts".
Last night he discovered he could control his eyelids independently of each other and spent five minutes doing these weird winking things and then cracking himself up over and over. I got to see it and laugh with him.
I don't do well with change. Somehow I've got to pull it together.
p.s.--I'm also exhausted and run down but that's another post for another time.