Smack.

That's what I want to do to my husband's head. He frustrates me and pisses me off. And....he's a good husband and dad. He does great things for me and helps me out a lot.

But he also frustrates the hell out of me. It's like he just doesn't get that I'm at the end of my rope with work and LM and not sleeping well for over a year. I know people have it a lot worse...but I'm just done. Done. Done. Done. And I need him to understand that. I don't need him to do more....I just need him to make me feel like he gets that I'm working hard.

I'm hard on myself. I find faults in everything that I do and I know that I'm not the best cook/cleaner/organizer and I know that I could try better and do better.....but I just need him to simply tell me that he appreciates what I do do.

So...since I've asked and asked for him to just give me some praise, a compliment here and there or heck, even a high five and it hasn't happened....I'm just going to hope that tomorrow brings about some gushy romantic sentiments that resemble what I need to hear. Or the stress of it all is just going to crack me.