Tuesday, March 13, 2012


That's really the only word I have to describe this afternoon's upcoming appointment.

At 1pm est (US) time, we'll find out if we have a pumpkin seed growing....or if my instinct/nerves are right.

We'll find out if we'll be a family of 3 or 4.

I'm terrified the u/s will be glaring empty or small. Or worse....they'll be no heartbeat to hear.

Do I have a logical reason for any of this? No---it just feels different and I've been un-centered since seeing those two lines.

I'm just scared. And could use some happy thoughts and fairy dust.


  1. Thinking of you today and hoping that all is well and your worries are just that. Can't wait to hear an update.

  2. sending baby dust your way, i hope everything goes great for you!


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